The Gospel Comes with a Housekey

The concept of "home" runs all through Scripture. When we first moved into our home, I picked up a copy of Margaret Kim Peterson's Keeping House: The Litany of Everyday Life. And, to borrow from Robert Frost, "that has made all the difference." Peterson addresses the soul-deep and everyday-practical musings that come with making a home (some of which I shared in part two of my "what really matters" series last year). Here, a year later, that book continues to inform my homemaking, as we continue to work to make this house a home that serves our family and others well. 

Just these past couple of weeks we've been working to swap a couple of spaces so that there's space for children to play closer to the front room when we host Life Group or have others over for dinner. This dovetails nicely with Alan's preference of certain window views for when he's studying and writing. And it works toward an always available guest bed. I seriously love figuring out a solution that better satisfies all the varying personalities and needs our home is called on to accommodate. 

But the more I roll up my sleeves and dig into the work God's given us here in our community, the more I realize that it's not just about those of us who live here daily. Whether it's ministering to college students, exchange students, children in need of SAFE Families, or the homeless - what we all need is a place to belong and feel at home. 

A friend of mine recommended following the Daily Grace Co.'s book discussion list for the year. Reading helps my brain sort itself out and helps settle my heart, so I've been working on increasing my reading. 

I borrowed the first title from her and knew I could get the February book on Hoopla. But before my Amazon Prime trial ran out over Christmas, I ordered the book that Kristin Schmucker recommended on Instagram for March: 

Converted as a result of gracious and regular hospitality on the part of pastor and his wife, Rosaria has embraced what she calls "radically ordinary hospitality" as a hallmark of authentic Christianity. This kind of hospitality starts with a firm grasp of Imageo Deo - the reality that every individual (including the unborn child with Down Syndrome and the drag queen volunteering to read at a public library) has been created in the image of God. It starts with an understanding of common grace, of respect (distinguishing between acceptance of a human being and blanket approval of their choices - because these are not the same). It's also firmly rooted in a strong faith that the gospel builds a bridge that invites even the 'unbridgeable' to cross. 

Acknowledging that "radically ordinary hospitality" will look different for each of us, and different in different seasons, Rosaria makes a case for all of us as true believers to embrace this way of thinking and living. Not all of us will have three tables in our homes. But we can all participate in sharing hospitality in one way or another - whether that be bringing an extra pot of soup or loaf or bread, or helping the host family tidy up afterwards, or perhaps engaging in conversations with neighbors while the coffee brews. 

This kind of hospitality takes strategic planning and intentional budget stretching, yes. But more, it pushes us to our Bibles and our knees! It invites different perspectives, working through uncomfortable issues, welcoming those who most need a home. In a home with a married couple, it takes working together, balancing energies and strengths. And in a home with children, it takes balancing boundaries and bedtimes. 

There are a good number of videos available on both Vimeo and Youtube where Rosaria herself addresses the topics in the book. Still I'm personally glad I purchased the hard copy - because not only does it allow me to underline and personalize the content, but strategically placed among my home's decor, it's also a visible reminder to me to check my heart and think through how we're doing at living out the gospel through "radically ordinary hospitality" in our own home. 

I'm definitely looking forward to the book discussion at the end of March. And I'm thankful for the way God's been working in my heart to help others find a sense of home. More, I am awed at the reality that Jesus left his Home to dwell with us and to find our eternal Home with Him

Multiplied grace and peace, with love, 

what really matters (Part 3: the corrective lense of community)

It wasn't until later, as we were discussing our current sermon series through Philippians with the Life Group that meets in our home, that it hit me. 

Even after all this time soaking myself in Philippians, somehow I still made the application to pray this as a prayer for an individual - which isn't necessarily wrong, but it's not authentic to the context. 

In context, Paul is praying this prayer for a group of believers. 

This hit me as I sat with a group of believers from our own local body, listening, during a week when I had been working through a fairly weighty matter with others. 

So without working through at length again, let's make this application: let's pray Paul's prayer in Philippians 1:9-11 for our local community of believers. A Southern "y'all" might help us here: 

"And this I pray, that all y'all's love would overflow more and more, in knowledge and depth of insight, so that all y'all - together - might discern what really matters and choose the more excellent way, that y'all would live in a pure and sincere way until Christ returns, filled with the fruit of each of y'all's salvation - the righteousness that Jesus Himself is producing in all y'all's lives - and all this for the glory and praise of God."

We need each other. We need insight and counsel. We need perspective and help. We need group hugs and prayers meetings and round table discussions. We need coffee conversations on Sunday afternoons. We need shared podcasts and song albums. We need to talk, to listen, to work through the how's and what's and why's together. 

In this together,
For his glory, 


what really matters (Part 2: bringing it home)

"The kitchen sink is not, perhaps, the first place that we might think of as being one of those joining points of earth and heaven. ... But a meal is a collective enterprise, and so is the cleaning up ... a shared privilege and responsibility of eating together. ... This opportunity for combining practical labor and companionable conversation is near the center of what it means to make a household together. ... Dishes, along with other kinds of domestic work, can be opportunities to ... build relationships and nourish the soul" (141-45).

It may seem odd to open a post about "what really matters" with a quote about doing dishes. But having experienced six weeks at the start of this school year without a kitchen sink, when an excerpt from Margaret Kim Peterson's Keeping House: The Litany of Everyday Life came into my newsfeed (shared on Facebook by an artist friend who has highlighted in much of her work the value of domesticity), it piqued my interest. And when an Amazon gift card from my thoughtful sister-in-law popped into my inbox, it was only a matter of days before this book was in my hands. 

Margaret Kim Peterson delivers no checklists or recipes; rather she develops a full-bodied theology of what it means to make a home. Rather than the hows of keeping a house, she focuses on the heart of keeping a home.

And as our family embarked on transforming a 1947 fixer upper into our new home, despite (and perhaps because of) the struggles of this summer and fall semester, Keeping House: The Litany of Everyday Life was a timely meditation.

In Part 1 of "what really matters," we worked through Paul's prayer for those he cherished so deeply in Philippi: that (and I paraphrase) "with the ever-clarifying filters of sincere and sacrificial love as well as knowledge and depth of insight, they would be able to discern what really matters."

I had already been ruminating on Paul's prayer when I began this book. Then I read of the difficult years when Margaret was caring for her increasingly ill husband, his needs "absorb[ing] more and more of [her] energy, until in the last few months of his life [she] could do little more than moan to [her] therapist, 'I can't cope; I can't cope; I can hardly get to the grocery store.'" And she wrote, "I understood then, with a clarity that I have experienced at few other times in my life, that getting to the grocery store was one of the things that Really Mattered. [Had she really just used that phrase!?] ... Forget fantasies of 'accomplishing something," Margaret wrote. "Perhaps somewhere in the world there were people who measured their days by how much they got done--at work, in class, wherever. I measured my days by whether, at the end of them, the members of my household had been dressed and fed and bathed and put to bed. If we had been, then that was a good day. I had done what mattered most. Everything else was gravy" (2).

I was hooked. Here was a woman who was vulnerable enough to tell of some of her darkest days and whom God have given a depth of insight because of the challenges she had lived through. Here was a woman who, though in the midst of pursuing her own PhD, had the courage to seek out a therapist who could speak truth into her life and help her sort out "what really matters." And here was a woman who could use mashed potatoes as a metaphor for the necessities of life and see "Life's Little Extras" as gravy!

{There are plenty of book reviews, so I will refrain from quoting all of my favorite parts, though I'll quote a few. And next time when you're over, if you'd like to flip through and see what else I underlined, my copy will likely be on my corner desk - straight ahead as you enter our home.} 

I am so thankful for the timeliness of my discovering this book. Margaret's theological musings have helped me take my hands off things that matter less - and to embrace the things that matter most. She's encouraged me to be more patient with the timing of renovations - and more intentional in the nurturing and discipling of the people who live here with me and those who happily accept an invitation to enter into life with us despite the renovations yet to be done. 

It's adjusted my lense to be able to see that "housekeeping is about practicing sacred disciplines and creating sacred space" (xiii). And that "Making a home involves constructing and maintaining an environment in which people can flourish" (27). 

She makes good points about beauty and functionality, simplicity and hospitality. She talks about clothing and laundering, about cooking and eating and cleaning up, about creating and communicating, and about reflecting and sleeping. 

And throughout the book, interestingly, she repeats our phrase: "identify what really matters" (18); "if we want our children to develop and enjoy competence in the practices that go into making a home, we will have to show them by our own example that these are things that really matter: they are worth doing, worth caring about, and worth handing down to the next generation" (37); "cooking does matter" (118); "cooking - like so many other aspects of the Christian life - is much more about what you do with the resources at your disposal than it is about what those resources are. Many is the person with limited funds or limited space or both who has turned out pot after pot of delicious soup or stew with little more to hand than a knife, a pot, and a hot plate. We might wish to have bigger or better-equipped kitchen than in fact we do, but what matters is the faithful production of dinner (and lunch and breakfast) in the kitchens we do have" (135). 

For me, Margaret Kim Peterson's Keeping House: The Litany of Everyday Life brought home the "what really matters" lesson with intensely practical applications. 

And I couldn't help but think of Titus 2:3-5, where Paul instructs Titus to 

"tell [the] older women [in his congregation] to live their lives in a way that shows they are dedicated to God. Tell them not to be gossips or addicted to alcohol, but to be examples of virtue ... [to] teach young women to show love to their husbands and children, to use good judgment, and to be morally pure ... to be homemakers, to be kind, and to place themselves under their husbands' authority" (GW). And the serious implication for this instruction: that people would have the right opinion of God's Word. 
It fits that as Paul addresses believers in various locations, he focuses their attention on the same things. Remember: love, discernment, and purity were all mentioned in Paul's prayer in Philippians 1 too! For these are the things that really matter as we learn to live a life of faith and obedience. And as I seek to apply Philippians 1, I can't escape Titus 2.

One other significant overlap between homemaking and the themes in Philippians is the idea of being a servant. "A complaint commonly lodged against housework is that it is 'menial' - work for servants - in contrast to other, higher-status kinds of work that may not include getting one's hands dirty. But," as Margaret puts it, "if in Jesus God Himself could take up a towel and wash other people's feet, surely we ... can find it in us to wash one another's dirty clothes and dirty dishes and dirty floors. Active engagement / with ... housekeeping can be a way of remembering that a properly human life is a life of service" (39-40). And as Paul puts it, "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus ..." (Philippians 2).  

Eventually, as a visual reminder of the "what really matters" lessons God is working to accomplish in my own heart and home, I would love to hang a reproduction of Vermeer's The Milkmaid in my kitchen. I am absolutely in love with this painting! Those who know me well may testify: I am a bit obsessed with cobalt blue in my kitchen. Even more than its color palette though, I love this painting for its beautiful portrayal of a servant at home. Note her serenity and dignity, her careful pouring of fresh milk into the tureen, and the labors of love demonstrated in the making of bread (and potentially bread pudding) for the one(s) she loves. 

So as I close, my dear sister, this I pray: that our love would grow still more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, that we might discern what really matters - including how we can give others a good opinion of God's Word by loving our husbands and children and keeping well our homes - that we might live pure, and that on that Day when we are presented to our Savior, we might be unashamed and rather rejoice to see in His face that we have made Him smile. 

May His grace be with your spirit.  


what really matters (Part 1: Philippians 1)

Nestled in the heart of Paul's prayer for his gospel partners in Philippi is this little phrase that has captured my attention for months as I've studied Philippians.

Combining translations, Paul's prayer reads like this: 

"And this I pray: that your love may abound (and overflow) still more and more, as you continue to grow in knowledge and depth of understanding, so that you may be able to discern what really matters. For I want you to understand what really matters so that you may be sincere (pure) and blameless for the day of Christ..." (NLT, NASB, NIV, my own paraphrase).

And that phrase "what really matters" has been branded on my soul, a gorgeous spiritual tattoo that frequently reminds me of the journey He's had me on and the lessons I'm still learning. 

The WHY comes after the phrase: that on that Day, we would be presented "pure and blameless" (NLT/NIV) ... "having been filled with the fruit of righteousness which comes through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God" (NASB). And in another passage, as Paul wrote to the Ephesian believers urging them similarly to "carefully determine what pleases the Lord" (Ephesians 5:10, NLT), he painted the metaphor of the marriage relationship that points toward the goal of Christ presenting to Himself a gloriously sanctified Bride (verses 21-33). God's glory and our purity - this is a worthy goal. 

The WHAT, we find, involves ongoing decision making: "For I want you to understand what really matters" or "so that you may be able to discern what really matters." Think for a moment how much of living is minute-by-minute discernment? Aren't we constantly making decisions? If you think about your growing up in Him, hasn't it been a process of progressing from "milk" to "solid meat" and then "by constant use [training yourself] to distinguish good from evil"? (Hebrews 5:11-14). In that particular passage in Hebrews, the writer is bemoaning to his reader how "it is hard to make it clear to you" and he says frankly "because you no longer try to understand" (verse 11), which brings us to our next point. 

The HOW of figuring out "what really matters" is presented in the two preceding phrases: "that your love may abound still more and more" and "in knowledge and depth of insight/that you will keep on growing in knowledge and understanding." 

{I love when God takes two concepts that could seem paradoxical and balances them in a perfect pairing that propels us forward: "Faithful love and truth will join together; righteousness and peace will embrace" (Psalm 85:10, CSB); "Those who worship Him must worship in Spirit and in truth" (John 4:24); "Faith without works is dead" (James 4:26)....} 

But if we are to "discern what really matters," we must filter our decisions through BOTH faithful love AND wisdom. 

Here, "love" and "knowledge and depth of insight" are to be increasing, to be growing, to be evidenced more ... and "still more and more." Later, when Paul talks about "working out your own salvation with fear and trembling," (2:12), this continual decision-making is part of that. Sometimes it's scary to have to make so many decisions. But this is our life. It's a life of faith. It takes faith to move forward. It takes a willingness to take a step -- and the humility to admit when we've taken a misstep. 

Throughout his letter to the Philippians, Paul uses words like "process" and "progress." We see "keep on" and "carry it on" and "pursue." We see words with "-ing" endings, like "growing," "working," "forgetting," "reaching." This figuring out "what really matters" is a process. Just like building muscles at the gym takes time and continual energy exerted, so training ourselves to make "what really matters" decisions is ongoing exercise. But lest we risk falling away, like those mentioned in Hebrews 5, it is worth our "trying to understand." 

{Studying what love and wisdom are - whether you're new to the faith or you've been at this for a while - can be hugely helpful. 1 Corinthians 13 is a fantastic fleshing out of what biblical "love" looks like ("Love is patient ... kind ... not rude ...") and is a great place to start. Also, in the book of Proverbs, we see how "knowledge" builds toward "understanding/insight" and progresses into a practical living out of "wisdom." This is that. This progression from knowledge and understanding to discernment is a New Testament parallel of the Old Testament proverbs. And it's a process, a journey, a career - and it's a lifetime in the making.} 

By God's grace, we grow. We get stronger and stronger. We understand things more and more clearly. We get better and better at loving people. We don't give up. We look to the Lord, and our strength is renewed so that it's like we're mounting up with the powerful wings of an eagle and soaring, we're running and not growing weary, we're walking - with "mercy and truth meeting one another at every step" - and we're not fainting (Isaiah 40:31, with the inner quote coming from Pete Steveson's commentary on Psalm 85:10). And we find ourselves having grown in our ability to discern what really matters. So we increase in our ability to live pure and blameless lives that we won't be ashamed of on that approaching Day when Christ returns.
As we pursue "what really matters," we ask ourselves questions like these: 
  • What do I know? 
  • What pieces of insight has God given me to help me determine "what really matters" for His glory in this situation? 
  • What does His Word say? 
  • What truths, revealed in the world He created, play in here? 
  • And we check ourselves - always - with, Is this loving? 
  • Is it in keeping with faithful love?

In Part 2, I'm going to share an intensely practical application that might surprise you. 

But until then, I think we do well to back up just one more phrase, where we read, "And this I pray." This is a prayer that Paul prayed for some of his dearest friends. And it is a prayer that we do well to pray for those we love and labor side by side with.

Here is the full prayer, so that you can pause and pray this for those God is bringing to your mind right now:  

"And this I pray: that your love may abound and overflow still more and more, as you continue to grow in knowledge and depth of understanding, so that you may be able to discern what really matters. For I want you to understand what really matters so that you may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, having been filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ - to the glory and praise of God." (NLT, NASB, NIV, my own paraphrase).

Multiplied grace and peace, with love, 


a review of Amy Simpson's book Troubled Minds: Mental Illness and the Church's Mission

"I think we can do better. I think we can be more like the church we were made to be. ... / / ... Ours is supposed to be a community where the hurting, broken and sin-scarred find rest and redemption. Where everyone present owns up to being a hurting, broken and sin-scarred individual, rescued from the ultimate death, the ultimate suffering--which we deserve--by the grace of God. Where that same grace / causes us to reach outside ourselves and, through the Holy Spirit's power, love one another" (29-32). 

Mental illness is one very real evidence of our living in a broken world. The stats are staggering. "About one in four adults--a little more than 25 percent of Americans ages eighteen and older--suffers from a diagnosable mental disorder in a given year. Yes, one in four. That equates to around fifty million people in the United States" (33). Not only that, but "every year an estimated 20 percent of children in the United States are at least mildly impaired by some type of diagnosable mental illness" (35). 

And when one suffers, all of us suffer. Mental illness never affects only the person diagnosed (or undiagnosed but suffering). It affects a family, a community. 

This is not an easy topic. It hits too close to home. To each of our homes. It's hard. And yet one of the biggest lies out there is that if you or someone you love is suffering with mental illness, you're all alone. You're not! You are not alone. 

Amy Simpson writes with compassion and understanding. Her own mother struggles with schizophrenia, diagnosed when Amy was a teen. Amy graciously but openly shares their story (chapter 1). But she's also done her homework. And while acknowledging "that each person's experiences and perspectives are unique" Amy has "attempted to capture a general sense of many people's reality, along with sharing [her own] family's experiences, to offer some insight into the challenge of ministry to people with mental illness." As I look back and see Amy's words "I hope you'll find that the pages of this book are filled with honestly and yet overflow with grace for both those directly affected by mental illness and those called to help suffering people in the context of the church" (19), I reply, "Yes, Amy, Yes! That's exactly what I've found! Thank you!"

If you're looking for one book to read to help you understand what mental illness is and to initiate some ideas of ways you can practically encourage and be a help to the individuals and families in your community (and especially in your church) who are wading through the deep river that is mental illness -- this is the book! 

Amy goes well beyond defining the categories and giving prevalence, though she includes that in chapter 2. She fleshes out the story, lets us in on personal situations, shares the crisis moments and the day-to-day challenges. Throughout the book, Amy gives "a heavy dose of hope ... based in the power and grace of Christ, who is always with us and who will not allow anything to separate us from his love (Rom. 8:38) ... based in the comfort of God's constant presence with us (2 Cor. 4:8-10) ... [and] rooted in our knowledge that something much better is on its way (1 Cor. 15:43)" (20).

Chapter 3 paints the familial picture, sharing the ways we suffer when mental illness affects our families. She talks about the special rules that are established to maintain peace, the resource monopoly (emotionally, physically, and financially) to manage, confusion, anxiety, guilt, maladjustment of children as they grow up, role reversal when children find themselves being the caregivers for parents, instability, the difficulty of determining appropriate medications, grief and loss, shame, and spiritual crisis. "Wrestling with these ... in the context of a supportive church -- where faith is deep and honest enough to acknowledge that life in a sinful world is painful and twisted and that some questions don't have answers this side of heaven -- could make a huge difference in determining whether the questions destroy or develop faith" (80). This chapter was especially helpful. 

One of the things I admire about Amy's perspective is how balanced it is. As she walks us through Coping, in chapter 4, she advocates for an appropriate respect toward the field of psychology and what we can learn there, while at the same time pleading with pastors to not merely refer individuals for outside help -- but to continue to walk through and counsel the sheep entrusted to their care throughout the journey. For some, the journey will be shorter. For others, it will be ongoing. But to have not just a knowledgeable professional psychologist but also a compassionate shepherd is critical to the long-term success of any believer walking this path. It is important to remember that the individual must give consent for the mental health professional to be able to communicate with the pastor.

Chapters 5 and 6 deal specifically with church life and ministry. 

A few key quotes: 

" When the church is silent to a person in crisis, it can sound remarkably like silence from God" (100). 

"People in mental health crisis, as with any other crisis, need friends. They need connection with loving people--especially those who will point them to Christ. And this kind of loving connection is impossible in an environment that asks people to make the rest of us more comfortable by pretending to be healthy, happy and impervious to trouble" (103).

"We do have victory in Christ. As forgiven people, we are no longer slaves to sin and its ultimate consequence. ... But while we are not slaves, we still live in the slaves' quarters. Our world is poisoned by sin, our bodies are cursed, and all of our endeavors are flawed. God has promised to remove us from this world someday and to replace these imperfect bodies with new bodies ... suited for life in a perfect world without decay. We can walk in the light of that future hope, even though we live in a shadowy world. When churches embrace this dual reality, they help bring lifesaving hope to suffering people" (107-108). 

"I believe our minds, bodies and spirits are more interrelated than we can understand. And we know that each of these elements of who we are can have a powerful effect on the others. I won't deny that spiritual problems can lead to problems in our brains and bodies, just as physical suffering can affect our spirits. But this does not justify the assumption that all mental illness is spiritual at its root and can be cured through more spiritual work on our part--any more than we should expect to cure cancer by simply confessing sin and praying more. Spiritualizing mental illness translates to blaming sick people for their illnesses. ... It traps people into working harder. ... This is not the gospel message, and it is very effective in discouraging people from acknowledging their struggles and seeking help" (108).

"[Caring for individuals and families affected by long-term mental illness] is a daunting task, and it doesn't fall to an individual eventually--it has to fall to the whole body of Christ because it's only the body that can handle something like that for a lifetime" (113). 

"People with mental illness need to work hard to manage their illnesses as effectively as possible. But they might still [struggle] over the long term, even after working hard and taking required medications" (114). 

"For people with any kind of brain disorder, accurately understanding the world can be difficult at times. Accurately understanding deep spiritual truths can be, on occasion, impossible" (117). 

"The good news: God is not intimidated or limited by our lack of wits or resources. He will (and does) minister to people with mental illness through the bumbling efforts of church leaders, through the presence of silent companions who keep quiet only because they have no idea what to say, through the efforts of caring people who don't know Christ..." (119).   

"The church matters because it is the first place many people go when they need help of all kinds, including help with symptoms of mental illness. And it matters because it represents God and is equipped by the Holy Spirit to pour out Jesus' love on this world. And when someone is rejected, ignored or marginalized by the church--representatives of God--they feel rejected by God. It also matters because it is a powerful instrument against darkness in the hands of a God who loves the light. The church can and does make a difference" (132-33).

Chapter 7 is entitled "Persistent Stigma" and provides both a brief history of how people have responded to mental illness as well as a handful of reasons that have historically magnified the stigma within the Church. We need to face these honestly and pray for God to open our eyes to ways we've given into cultural stigmas instead of reflecting Christ's love and opening our arms to welcome these fellow human beings into our family. We don't like to believe that these kinds of pains are so prevalent and can affect the people we love. But pretending doesn't prevent pain from affecting us. In fact, it can set us up for false expectations and leave us not knowing how to cope when our stigma-glazed reality is shattered. I can't even choose which portions of the second half of this chapter to quote. I read the whole thing out loud and discussed it with Alan on a recent road trip. Such important things for church leaders to work through. Please -- read this chapter!! 

Chapter 8 gives some great examples of communities who have done well to include and help individuals and families who are touched by mental illness. Can I just say, it's not as complicated as you might think. And in a big way, what we're doing in our church with Life Groups is a really practical starting point to be knowing one another, living life together, opening up about our struggles, and sharing the load together. Living like this is beautiful. This is what church is all about. 

I will quote this, because our church has been focuses on prayer recently and because it's a take-away that can quickly change the atmosphere: "The hush-hush approach actually reinforces and lends credibility to the stigma by suggesting that mental illness is something to be ashamed of. Besides sermons, public prayers are a good place to mention mental illness. As you're praying for those facing other illnesses and obstacles, why not mention (in general unless you have permission) people struggling with depression, anxiety disorders and other mental illnesses?" (183). 

The final chapter rejoices in what God does throughout the journey. God is working for our good and for His glory. Amy shares some really precious testimonies as she closes her book. 

I can't even begin to tell you how thankful I am to have a book like this. Amy, you made yourself raw and you really worked hard to be thorough and intensely practical. Well done! May God richly reward you for your labor of love for His body.